Hospitalization of the second description of Crohn disease fight against illness

At the time of first discharge,
I am very ashamed and enter a sickroom slowly since I said that I need not to be "hospitalized again and do my best".
Thus it was the evening that there was not Ellen tar, and Yoshimoto of a nurse brought it, but) "was a shock" for a feeling that ,"( playfulness was plentiful

Yoshimoto was most reliable person for me.
Because it studied well, it was a blow immediate answer for doubt of this place.
How do you do it now?